Tomorrow night will be my first time ever being away from you overnight. Even though we may not sleep in the same room every night, we are under the same roof. I can run to you or peek in just to check up on you. Your grandma has asked me a few times to keep you overnight but I never had to courage to have you far away from me.
You are now 15 months and I need to learn to let you be a big girl. I know you'll be in good hands with your grandma but I still worry about you and I also worry about myself. I worry that you might not sleep well. I worry that you'll be looking for me and I won't be there. I worry that I won't be able to enjoy a short trip away with your Daddy because I'll miss you too much. I worry that something might happen to me. I can't help it but want to be with you.
I will try to have a good time and you be a good little girl. Have fun, play, eat, sleep and just remember that I love you to the ends of the world and back. I love you more than life itself, and regardless of what happens, I will find a way to be with you.
I love you always.
Mommy
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