15 Months

Lauren,

Yesterday on 10/15, you turned 15 months. I sang happy birthday to you and you loved it. I still remember the look on your face as you gazed at the burning candle we lit together.

This month is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness month. Yesterday at 7pm was Wave of Light night. I pulled out my special 'Mom' candle that I received from Auntie Michelle and your cousin Lillian for my very 1st Mother's Day. We lit up the candle not to only celebrate your 15 months, but to also remember all of the babies and angels that are in heaven. I said a prayer for baby Naya and baby Avery. I said a prayer for all of the parents who are not able to hug and hold their angels as I was holding you in my arms tighly last night. I am so blessed to have you.

We then went upstairs with your slumber frog buddy and laid on my bed and looked up at the stars and moon on the ceiling with the most serene melody. It was truly a magical moment. I believe as our candle was lit and as we looked up to the stars, all the angels are smiling down at us. I love you so much Lauren.

I love you always.

Mommy