Yesterday was the first time I ever yelled at you. My heart nearly stopped for a split second. Out of anger and frustration, I looked you in the eyes and screamed "what do you want!!!"
At almost 28 months, you wanted me to carry you. You had been hanging on my back and choking my neck for the 1/2 hour prior. We got into the car and you did not want to sit in your carseat. You were throwing a fit like a normal 2 year old and I lost it for the very first time. Although it wasn't bad, I felt like a horrible mother in that moment. You were in tears.
I know we'll have more moments like these, but I'll never forget the first. Please forgive me if I ever hurt your feelings. I love you so much. I love you always.
Mommy
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